A Good Beginning
Start Energy Transmission
Situation turning to be unstable
Emotional Resistance
Hospitalized in a very critical situation
Discharged from Hospital (22ndSep2005)
Latest Situation (20thNov2005)
The 1st Healing (20thApril2005)
Just a few months ago, a son of Mr. Yip just died of Cancer. His son had gone through Chemotherapy for almost a year and was suffering so badly during the process. Still he could not make it. This was the main reason why Mr. Yip, especially in his old age of over seventy, would not take Chemotherapy but naturopathy, Qigong. I am sure Mr. Yip has gone through a lot of worries and depressions in this year. I felt that those negative emotions caused the worsening health condition to Mr. Yip and became Cancer consequently.
Mr. Yip has a tumor at the side of his neck and more tumors with his lung and lymph system. Although it is quite a
final stage, I feel that his condition is not that bad. At least he is still
able to move around like a capable
person.
After keep practicing for a few days, he already can
feels the
energy (Qi)
flow
especially within his fingers during practice. I am
expecting a good result in future.
The 2nd Healing (30thApril2005)
Mr. Yip seemed to forget some of the movements. Maybe it was because he had tried to pick up some of movements from people also training Qigong in the park. I tried to revise the old soft movements and taught him 3 new hard Qigong(頂氣,噴氣&吞氣)breathing techniques. I also introduced him a new standing position(三元式) that would enhance the energy or Qi around the chest.
I could see him working hard and tried to pick up this new technique. However, he was more concentrating on the details rather than making the movements flow naturally. Well, it was never easy for people to change their habits especially for old people. I would guide him the way through patiently.
The3rd Healing (24thMay2005)
Today I simply tried to revise everything to Mr. Yip because he didn’t practice for almost 2 weeks. He had a relative from oversea visiting his family and he did not want her to know about his sickness. That’s why he only managed to practice in the park a few times during that period. I was a bit worried. During such a critical period if you stop fighting against the disease, it will try its best to expand and take over more and more. It is its nature, same as all other living things in the nature. It is just like a war. And our energy is the defensive army. Luckily, after he started practicing again for a few days, he could remember almost all of the movements. He had forgotten just a few. I had adjusted his mouth’s movement of the hard Qigong breathing. I think it should help him to breathe in more air so as to build up more energy. I also transmitted Qi to heal his lung for a short while. It was just to let him try and feel. At first he could not feel much. However, he at last told me that he felt something was moving inside his lung and his lung was like expanding. I told him it was the energy moving within his lung. The energy was clearing the blockages in his body and healing him. He felt easier to breath out and a comfortable feeling with his lung afterwards.
The 4th Healing (15thJune2005)
After about 2 weeks time, I went to see Mr. Yip, he told me that he finally manage to do those Hard Qigong Breathing (頂氣， 噴氣和吞氣). Although he still could not take a big breath, I saw a lot of improvement there. I taught him a little bit more movements and a special advanced strong (Yang) Qigong technique, Double Waves. It is a combination of two strong (Yang) techniques. It creates a double raising energy (Qi) to clear blockages. I really feel that it doubles up the energy and most my patients also feel it that way. Still the same thing happened, he could not remember it thoroughly. I knew I had to see him more often to help him. However, his strong effort impressed me a lot and gave me much confidence on his recovery.
The 5th Healing (24thJune2005)
Frankly speaking, as an old man like Mr. Yip, knowing that he has such a serious disease, he still has a optimistic mind about it and is willing to try his very best to work it out with some self training exercises. It make me feel more responsible to lead him as much as possible to the path of recovery from his inside-out. We have to understand that our body and mind are always connected. You cannot have a sick body but a healthy mind, or the other way round. Mr. Yip is quite good in his physical training on himself. He will try to catch up at least in his own way as detail as he could. It is good but in another word, he is missing some inner adjustment. This time I was teaching him more about self recovering power. I first went through meditating techniques with him and then taught him the Self Healing Qigong. In my surprise, he could pick up faster the way I thought. Now I find him quite capable on both physical and internal training. It will be interesting to observe his recovery journey.
The 6th Healing (14th July 2005)
After 2 weeks holiday, I called Mr. Yip to try to find out his latest condition. He told me he went to hospital for emergency aid a few days ago when he felt so painful on the chest. I then called his son for more information. His son worried much about him and thought that the situation might be very critical for his father. I told him that what I sensed about his father was not that bad and I would visit his father and give an energy (Qi) transmission to him.
When I saw Mr. Yip, I felt that he might be in low spirit but was not in a critical condition. We then had a talk as usual. It is necessary to have a good communication between the patient and the healer. For me, more I know about the patient will help me understand how I could lead the patient to develop his self-healing power. This time I tried to lead him to feel relaxed rather than think too much. Most of the situation, thinking doesn’t help. Thinking is mainly from your fear and worry. It brings you stress and tension but not relaxation. It affects negatively to your body. It may also make you not able to have good sleep. You have a very good chance to result in being more sick. I thought that both not sleeping well and thinking too much were the main reasons of worsening Mr. Yip's situation to become having severe pain on his chest few days ago. I tried to explain to him and introduce him some techniques to avoid thinking too much. I hope he could adopt some.
After a revision of exercises he had been learning, I gave him a long energy transmission for almost 40 minutes this time. Although I felt a bit exhausted afterwards, he showed a high spirit and his face was shining. He also found himself speak louder more easily. It was a good sign and I was thinking of continuing more energy transmission section to him in future.
The 7th Healing (20th July 2005)
I received some bad news form Mr. Yip.. That day he was actually feeling good since I just gave him Qi transmission treatment the day before. He went for a body check in the hospital. A nurse was trying to get some blood sample from his arm. The process was a terrible experience to Mr. Yip. Maybe he was quite old and the nurse couldn’t find the right blood vessel even after a couples of tries. The syringe was kept injecting into both of his arms but still could not extract blood out. It was painful and terrifying him. His son told me afterwards that his hands were shaking seriously.
After that day, he was in a low energy level and he felt it. He was feeling weak with his lung and couldn’t speak out loud again. I knew that I had to do something because I couldn’t let him stay in such a continuous low energy situation for long time. His cancer may spread out.
I gave him a visit today. As usual we had a talk and revision of his movements and practice. I felt that he quite trusted my theory about training energy to heal. He was now more and more listening to me and I felt more responsible on his case. I adjusted some of his movements and also noticed some of his improvement on certain exercises. I was glad to see that. Still I wanted to give him a helping hand on pumping up his energy, I transmitted energy to him again at last. He told me he felt his feet became stronger and could walk more properly after the Qi transmission.
I hope he could have his energy level going up again and finally achieve his recovery. I am still very much confident of that.
The 8th Healing (24th July 2005)
The situation of Mr. Yip is still a bit unstable. Sometimes he is feeling ok but sometimes he is feeling weak. This time of the visit we spent some time trying to find out the cause of this instability. We were thinking about maybe the frightening experience in the hospital and also his not sleeping well.
Mr. `Yip had already adopted some meditating skill to help his sleep. However, when he finished the sitting or standing meditation, he lay down and he often felt some pain at his back or chest. Then he could not fall into sleep. He would adjust his posture or would sit up and meditate again. This situation might continued again and again until he finally managed to sleep.
If a sleeping pattern is disrupted, it will affect quite a lot on our energy and all our systems as well. We all should have such an experience that after a night without sleeping well, the next day we act like zombie. If the situation continues, it gets worse and worse. That’s why insomnia could lead to a lot of other physical problems. I tried to improve Mr. Yip's meditating skills. I hope he could help himself better in this situation.
I had also checked his movement more thoroughly to make sure his movements were in the right tracks. I was glad to see at least he was having little improvement on some of his movements.
At last I gave a Qi transmission to him. This time I concentrated on channeling energy from the nature more smoothly to pass on to Mr. Yip's body. It was because last time I did not do that part so well and I used too much of my own energy. I ended up being very much exhausted. To win this war, it is necessary for me to maintain good energy as well to help Mr. Yip on the whole journey.
The 9th Healing (28th July 2005)
Mr. Yip was still feeling weak. I was concerned very much about it. Since I knew he was doing fine with most of his physical practice, I concentrated on directing his energy towards his inner well-being on this visit. First I led him thoroughly along the process of self-healing Qigong. I then gave him a guided meditation. I put the direction on healing his inner emotional and mental parts. That was something I knew about the wounds in his mind and heart. Mostly those are the very original cause of all the sicknesses. I felt myself also devoted into it intensively because my energy was running out together with the flow of my guiding talk. Mr. Yip seemed to be going into quite deep. I hoped it worked well to him. I also tried some massage and snapping method on his chest and back where he felt most painful. At last I did an energy transmission again. I did it as much and as long as possible to him.
The 10th Healing (30th July 2005)
Since Mr. Yip had been in such a low energy level for a period of time already, I decided to visit him more often. I could not let him to have more chance of spreading his cancer out around his body. In that case, the situation would become worse to handle and everybody including Mr. Yip, his families and also I would lose confidence. For me, I will never give up in any case anytime as long as the patient still have trust on me. It is my believe that everything is energy and it could make things possible. It is your will to survive or not counts most. That’s why the morale counts most in such a battle of defeating a disease. I always try to keep good communication with the patient so that I know how to encourage him to maintain a strong will to fight against the sickness.
It's a rainy day. The temperature became cooler. The breeze passed through the whole flat where Mr. Yip lived. We felt very comfortable during the talk. I pointed out to him that we were also attempting to get into such an environment in our mind when we did meditation. We were relaxed and we were connected to the energy of nature then. We were letting energy passing through us. The energy would do the work including cleansing, recharging and healing etc. I grasped the chance to do a guided meditation to him in that beautiful environment. I stressed on the way letting the body being filled up with bright golden light and the excellent energy around to cleanse and heal. He could go into it quite deeply. Again after revision of the Qigong movements to warm up the body, I did a Qi transmission to him. I felt energy pushing into his body when he was putting himself into a meditating mind.
The 11th Healing (10thAug2005)
It is understandable that Mr. Yip has been gone through some emotional stress, upset and frustration. Although I have try my very best to encourage him to ease him of his stress, still he is the one who face the problem 24 hours a day. He showed some resistance recently.
I went to see him this time to comfort his mind. I reassured him. He was truly doing good job especially in his physical training. However, I still passed a message to him that he could do things better if he really intended to do so. He could do more frequently. If he had already practiced once in the morning and once in the evening, he could do once more in the afternoon. Actually Mr. Yip had retired for long time. He should have plenty of free time to practice. Those soft (Yin) Qigong should not make him tired easily. That should produce good improvement on his fighting against the disease. He also need take good rest at the same time. I thought not being rest well and too stressful could be the main reason disturbing his recovery recently.
Being a healer, no matter how well we teach and heal, there is still something not under our control. It is the patients' lives. It includes how well they manage their thoughts in their mind. Are they stressful and worried a lot? Can they rest and sleep well? It includes their diets. Are they eating healthily? It also includes how well and how much effort they are willing to practice to develop their own healing power. All these are the elements of how well their lives energy are maintaining everyday. And the condition of this daily lives energy will affect the progress of the recovery journey.
At last I transmitted energy to him. This time I tried to have a physical touch on his chest and back to see if he would felt better. We both agreed that it should not be a short battle to fight. I would try to let him be more independent to handle his own situation.
The 12th Healing (12th Sep 2005)
It has been more than a month since my last visit to Mr. Yip. I know he has been going through some strong emotional resistances. He has been making excuses to stop meeting me and stop taking Chinese Medicine. I know he had much confident on my Qigong healing in the beginning since he could feel the energy inside him during practice. He became expecting a fast and big result. However, when he could not see what he expected to see, he was disappointed and frustrated. Then he told me he became lazy to practice. I tried to guide him back to the right track when I called him. However, when someone does not have enough confidence on you, you cannot do much about it. I know his health condition has been declining. I have been worrying about the situation. When you drop your defense, do you think your enemys will also slow down? No, they will attack even harder.
Last few days I called Mr. Yip to try to find out how he was recently. I could not get him on his mobile and house phone. First I thought he might be out of HK. I finally realized he was hospitalized for a few days in a very critical condition. Mr. Yip could not get up from bed when he was in the hospital. His became not able to express himself clearly and not able to recognize others. Sometimes he reacted strangely and looked around to see corners or walls where nothing is there. It reminds me the last month when my father was passing away. He was suffering from heart disease for years. At last he was having similar condition as Mr. Yip. Some Chinese say when a person is dying, he could see something that other people cannot see like spirits. I try to look at it in a viewpoint of energy. when someone is becoming a spirit (dying), the frequency of his energy is similar to those in a form of pure spirit. That’s why he might be able to see them. There are also quite a number of people claim that they can see spirits sometimes. I guess they can reach that frequency or vibration of spirits once a while. They are like radios which able to tune to receive some specific frequency to broadcast.
Back to Mr. Yip’s case, doctor certified Mr. Yip was at his final stage and could pass away anytime. Doctor also said Cancer might already go up his head. I felt that Mr. Yip might just running out of energy to maintain his consciousness in his mind. Like my father, not having cancer, before he passed away, sometimes he was delirious too.
Mr. Yip was a bit more stable on the day I went to hospital to see him. He tried look at me but seemed not able to recognize me. He also tried to speak to me but could not raise his voice. I told his family that although Mr. Yip seemed to be in a very bad condition, I would not give up on any patient as long as he was still alive in front of me. Even it was the case that he could only take one more breath. I believed that energy could do anything. I suggested giving him a last try. There was nothing I could do except energy transmission. I tried my very best this time. Actually recently I felt my energy transmission going into a different level. I felt and knew that the result this time was not bad. Mr. Yip looked energized on his face afterwards. His families could also felt the difference of Mr. Yip after the energy transmission.
How Mr. Yip responds in the coming few days will be determining whether he could make it this time. I will do my very best to follow up Mr. Yip’s condition. I will not give up. Miracles would come true if you really strongly think so and believe.
The 13th Visit (13th Sep 2005)
Today Mr. Yip improved a lot. He could recognize people. He could respond and react accordingly. He behaved as normal. However, he still had difficulties to speak. I knew he was stable by now. He would not pass away all in a sudden.
His wife told me his whole right arm and leg was immobile for a few days. I did a simple reaction test to Mr. Yip’s right limbs. I found out that he actually had feelings on his right arm and leg but he only could move and control them in a very little degree. I moved his arm and leg slowly with some Qigong techniques for a while to help the circulation and stimulate the feelings of limbs. I taught his wife the exercise and hope she could help him to do the exercise more often.
I believe there is no illness that cannot be healed. What we need to do is to belief we can be healed and continue to do some proper works onto the matter.
I did an energy transmission again this time. Mr. Yip’s respond was quite good. Afterwards, he almost wanted to tell me something by his mouth but it was just too difficult to him. However, his reaction and respond already told me that we were communicating well. His condition today was far better than yesterday. I was glad that my energy could really help him especially in such a critical situation.
The 14th Visit(14th Sep 2005)
Today was the 3rd day of my continuous visit to Mr. Yip. I actually felt tired not physically by in terms of the feeling of my energy. However, to Mr. Yip it was a critical stage. I had to help him and could not take a break yet.
Today Mr. Yip was not in his right mind again but slightly better than the 1st day I saw him in the hospital. He still could remember me. His body condition was getting better. He acted like a naughty boy there. He often wanted to get up and sometimes he pulled out those needles which was inserting to his body to supply him nutrition and medicine. Nurses had no choice but tied him up. Maybe because I did some exercise and massage to his right arm and leg day before or because of other reason, his right limbs came back with some strength today. It brought more trouble for people to try to calm him down.
I would say his body condition was improving because he could move his body with some strength. Not like 2 days ago, he could only lie on bed. Doctor’s explanation was some cancer cells went up to his brain. The way I felt was different. When someone’s energy drop and his internal systems are in a mess, his thinking might also go together in a mess. My father who died in heart disease had similar situation during his last month. Sometimes he was delirious but sometimes he was not. I think Mr. Yip’s condition was the same. It quite depended on his energy condition.
Mr. Yip was quite calm in front of me. He was very co-operative when I was transmitting energy to him. He just lay on bed and closed his eyes peacefully. Maybe he knew it would make him comfortable or he had already got used to it.
An old Chinese saying is that an old man is just like a kid. What happened to Mr. Yip could be explained by this. Especially when he felt bored in bed and could not speak clearly to make others understand, he might just keep trying to get up. Mr. Yip was also a stubborn person and seldom cared what others said. More effort people put to stop him from moving around, stronger resistance he would make. It of course brought a lot of troubles to the Hospital.
Today’s energy transmission was also quite good as 2 days ago. However, I was a bit not able to concentrate too well during energy transmission yesterday. I was thinking Mr. Yip’s condition might be affected by the quality of energy being transmitted to him. And the quality of energy I cultivated would depend on whether I could tune my mind to a peaceful and comfortable state to channel energy in.
The 15th Visit (15th Sep 2005)
With continuous energy transmission everyday, Mr. Yip’s body recovers better and better. However he is delirious once a while.
Illness, maybe especially Cancer, is really like a battle within the body. If you don’t defend well, you will be losing the battle. Let me put it this way, with continuous worsening the situation, even flu might end up to be deadly. To defend, we simply need to improve our energy. We might try to eat some healthy stuffs, do some exercise or even meditation etc. No matter what you do, there is only one process you are trying to achieve. That is to increase your energy. Think about it, the real scenario underneath all facts that we thought what is really going on in the form of material is the energy acting whatever way it is. Everything is energy.
Actually since I started teaching and healing Mr. Yip in April, it has been proceeding quite well. He refused to go through Chemotherapy that Doctors thought he should take or else he might die anytime. At least he has not been worsening the situation so badly until not long time ago. It is a pity that Mr. Yip has missed the best chance to win the battle. In the beginning when he started learning Qigong from me, he already could feel the energy running within his body. If he could work on it more often and with more effort, today all of us including his families and I would be more easily to help him for the recovery. The whole month he has been resisting the healing process and did not practice much. It worsened the situation very fast because what he was suffering was quite a final stage Cancer. He was not young as well. Everybody around him knew that he was quite stubborn and do not listen too much to others. It all led to his critical condition that he had to be hospitalized and he almost passed away.
I know as long as I transmit energy to him everyday, his body condition will recover day by day. The mind of him might take longer. Even though he can leave the hospital and go home, he might not able to practice well enough as before. He might have to rely on others like me to help increasing energy to fight against his illness. I am thinking of how I could help him in a long run, maybe adding up acupressure to help him together because I may not able to transmit energy to him everyday. His son and I however know that we need to deal with what we should deal with right now first and leave the rest in future.
The 16th Visit (16th Sep 2005)
I did energy transmission to Mr. Yip again today. His condition improved even better. He could speak with a louder voice. Before he tried many times but he seldom could create a voice. Often he gave up. Even his right arm and leg became almost as strong as before he was ill. If just by his body condition, the hospital might let him go home already. However, he still acted like a naughty boy last night disturbing, scolded and hit others. His mind was still unclear sometimes. They injected tranquilizer to Mr. Yip at last. The Doctor in the hospital told Mrs. Yip that it might be my energy giving to Mr. Yip to make him so energetic. I agreed about that in some way. However, his body was also improving. That he was energetic was actually a good sign of his recovery. It would not be under my control to just improve his body condition but not make him energetic. The aggressive behaviour was just the side-effect.
Since the coming two days are public holidays, Mrs. Yip wanted me to take a break first. She was scared by the aggressive behaviour of Mr. Yip. I was actually quite tired and exhausted. I personally would like to take a break. And I will respect Mrs. Yip decision. However, I also worried a bit. Mr. Yip has not been taking any medicine against his Cancer. Without my energy to defend him, what will happen? I only could ask Mr. Yip to call me if Mr. Yip turns to be unstable.
Latest Situation (20thNov 2005)
Since the beginning of September, Mr. Yip had been hospitalized because of difficulties in breathing. With worsening situation, Doctor announced that Mr. Yip might pass away anytime. I arrived at Hospital on the 12th of September and applied Energy Transmission to him for 5 consecutive days. Finally it stabilized his condition. With a little bit unclear mind once a while but a stable body condition, Mr. Yip was discharged from the Hospital on the 22nd of September.
After a long discussion among the families of Mr. Yip, they decided to leave thing to take its own course. They would not let Mr. Yip taking any more treatment including Qigong. Although I was still very much optimistic that Qigong Healing would cure Mr. Yip’s Cancer one day, I could not foresee when exactly and how long it would take. The other factor, expanse, was also what his families needed to consider. After all, I respected their decision.
Mr. Yip had been my patient for a long period of time. I was still very concerned about him. I would check with his families and try to understand his condition from time to time.
As far as I know, in the middle of October, Mr. Yip was hospitalized for about a week due to difficulty in breathing again and being unable to excrete. Luckily the situation improved and he was being discharged from the Hospital. Up to middle of November, Mr. Yip was still resting at home with a stable condition.
It has been more than half year that Mr. Yip fought against his Cancer with the help of his families, doctors and me. I wish him a healthy life in future.