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Before I saw Mrs. Wun, my latest patient, I thought her situation was very bad. His son Nichol, the person who contacted me to arrange this healing, was giving me such information that Mrs. Wun, around 80 years old, having a stroke 5 years ago. She couldn’t speak clearly but mumble with one simple tone only. I knew it later that because the only tone she could make was ‘Wa Wa’, people there called her ‘Wa Wa’. Her right part of her body, from hand to foot, was total paralyzed as well. She had actually hurt her right pelvis before the stroke.
When I saw her, I find her situation was not as bad as I expected. Especially her capable left hand, she could control it very well. That also should mean her brain, in certain degree, is functioning well. It made me felt more confident on the healing process. I however understood that the blockage has been existing for five years. It would be became thick and hard. My healing is using my energy to transmit to the patient’s body to clear any blockages. More thick or hard the blockages are, more difficult the healing would be and longer it would take.
Considering her old ages as well, even if I keep trying my best to give her as much energy as possible continuously, I dare not to say she would have a significant recovery in a short period of time. However, as energy going in her body, it would just try to find its way through to break those blockages. Even though the blockages might be being cleared up little by little every time, I have confident that my energy will be improving her situation until one day she would be able to speak and walk a little bi. It is just a matter of time, may not be too soon though.
在還沒有看到溫老太時，我以為她的情況是很壞的。她的兒子找我替她治療時，告訴我約八十多歲的溫老太在五年前中風，在中風前她已弄傷了她右邊的盤骨。現在她不能說話，只能發含糊的單音。我後來才知道，由於她祇能發的單音是‘娃娃’，那裏的人便叫她‘娃娃’。她右邊身從手到腳也都不能移動。
看到她後，發覺她能活動的身體部分，特別是她的左手，反應良好，也控制得頗敏捷。那是說她的腦部，其實也是能把身體某部分控制得好的。這使我對往後的治療增加了不小信心。但我亦明白，那腦部中風處，已閉了五年，可以想像那裏的瘀血會變得甚濃，甚至已成為硬塊，我的放氣治療是以我的能量去打通閉塞了的經絡血管，若瘀血越濃越硬，也就是越塞，那就越難及要花更久的時間去治療。以溫老太的年齡來說，就算我很努力不斷地發氣治療她，也不敢斷言在很短的時間內，會有很大的進展。但當能量進入體內時，便會盡力地游動來沖激閉塞之處，雖然每次治療也只是沖開很少的閉塞，但我還是很有信心，有一天溫老太會能夠說著話及行動一點，那只是需要多長時間而已，雖然不會是不太久的張來。
(28/07/06)(1st Healing)
第一次對温老太治療的時侯，我感到近門口處空氣及能量較好，便把老太推到該處，先作一會推拿，才施予發氣治療。我問温老太是否感受到什麼，或可感到舒服否，她像有感覺似的，她點頭及揮動着手，但畢竟她也只是牙牙地說着話，也不是真的能表達着什麼。完畢後，我感到温老太的反應也還好，
一般手部殘障的人仕，手掌及手指的肌肉會扭曲在一起，温老太的情形就是這個樣子。在治療的過程中，我看到温老太用她能動的左手，在不斷地把她那整天屈曲著的右手掌張開。那表示他的康復意志很強，這又增加了我對這次治療的信心，因為病人的信心是最重要的康復因素，其次才是醫生的能力。一個抗拒醫治的病人，我相信是沒有人可以幫助到他。
她最後還緊握著我的手好一會也不放開，像是感激，也像舍不得我似的。她兒子跟我說，她媽媽像感覺到希望，表情跟以往不一樣。
I started healing to Mrs. Wun for the first time today. I took Mrs. Wun to the area close to the entrance. I just felt that the air and energy were quite good there. It should be a good place to do my healing. I applied the energy transmission after I messaged Mrs. Wun for a while. I asked her if she felt comfortable with my energy. She nodded and waved her hand. She also mumbled to express herself. I felt quite strongly that she was saying yes. After I finished my healing, I felt that she was having a pretty good respond on my energy.
When people have a disable palm, normally the muscles there contract tightly together. It looks like they are holding tight with their fingers. Mrs. Wun has a similar condition with her right hand. During the healing, I saw her trying a few times to unfold the fingers of her disable right palm. I knew she really wanted to recover. It strengthened my confidence on my healing to her. It was because the patient’s will was the most important factor of the success of a recovery from the sickness rather than the capability of the doctor or the healer. If the patient is refusing from any help, I am sure no body could help in such a case.
Mrs. Wun was holding my hand with her capable left hand. She seemed showing appreciation or did not want me to leave. Her son had told me later that her mom’s facial expression was not same any more as before. She was like having a hope of the recovery.
2nd healing (29/07/06)
When I arrived at the old people’s home early in the morning, it was quite hot there. It became a bit smelly especially as I walked further inside. I took Mrs. Wun to the space close to the entrance again also because I felt the air and the energy were better there. After the message, I started to transmit energy to Mrs. Wun. She however kept moving her body. It made me harder to concentrate on transmitting energy to the right spot, the area behind her head where the blockages occurred. It would be also more difficult for me to tune the energy to do the healing. I normally felt much more exhausted in such a case. That day I was extremely tired after the healing section. I had no choice but rest for the next day.
這天早上我便到達老人院。那裏真有點熱，再往內走，更是熱得有點兒鼻子不太好受，我再把在輪椅上的溫老太太，推到近門口處，我還是覺得那裏的空氣及能量也比較好一點。作了一會的推拿，我便開始對溫老太施與發氣治療。可是溫老太的身體在不停地前後移動，那使我不能集中精神發氣致她的左後腦，那裏就是導致他中風的閉塞之處。這樣也使我感到甚難運氣治療溫老太，這亦會使我特別累。那天我完成治療之後，真的覺得很累，我也沒辦法，明天祇好休息一天。
3rd Healing (31/07/06)
Today I saw Mrs Wun with good spirit. When I tried to stimulate her brain by talking to her, I noticed her reaction was really stable and clear. I could easily understand that she was trying to express something not simple. There were lots of things she wanted to tell me but she could not pronoun the right voice. She became frustrated. What I could see was her mind was very clear. I believed blockage was reducing in her brain. There was a sound she produced very accurate as well when she was telling me something yes.
During the energy transmission, she looked like she felt comfortable. I asked her if she could felt the energy. She nodded and tried to express yes to me. Not like last time, her body was very stable leaning on the wheel chair. I also felt my energy transmission become smooth as well. Also except her right fingers were holding tighter together than 2 days ago, her body seemed to be stronger. I believed and hoped that she would be getting better and better during my continuous healing in the coming future.
今天溫老太看來很精神，當我嘗試以談話刺激她的腦時，她表現得頗穩定及清楚。我肯定她在嘗試
表達一些不太簡單的意思，她也想對我說很多東西，可惜的是她不能準確地發音，她有點沮喪了。但我看到的是她清晰的思緒，相信溫老太腦部的閉塞，應該在清除中，至少她在說「有」的一次，她說得頗準確。在發氣治療的時侯，溫老太像很舒服似的，我問她可感到氣或能量否，她點頭及想表達她能感受到。她沒有像上次那樣移動着身體，而是很穩定地座在輪椅上，我感到所發的氣也很暢順。除了她的右手指比兩日前扭曲在一起得更緊一點之外，她的身體像強壯了。我相信亦希望溫老太會不斷地朝着康復的路邁進。
4th Healing (1/8/06)
Today Mrs. Wun still looked fine. According to her neighbour, Mrs. Wun used to drop her head very often but these few days her head was always upright. Mrs. Wun also became responding others more actively too. Before, her energy was very low. She would be too weak to do all those common things that others might find so easy to do. That was what I thought. I was very glad that even people around her noticed the improving physical condition of Mrs. Wun. She was with more energy and strength now for sure.
Mrs. Wun looked more conscious comparing with few days ago when I newly met her.
Her right palm became softer. Only the middle finger was still a bit hard to stretch straight.
She seems able to feel my energy again when I applied energy transmission to her.
Her son told me that at least Mrs. Wun now look more positive and are willing to communicate with others. He had tried a few different healing to his mom but neither her mom did not accept that healing nor she was not able to cope with that healing method. Once she was bleeding severely in an acupuncture healing. And the other time, she was fighting with other healer because the healer was making her very painful while pressing on certain points on her body. At least she accepted my healing to her very much.
I guess she feel the hope that her body condition would have a chance to recover or at least to improve.
今天溫老太看起來還很好，旁邊的老人家告訴我，溫老太的頭很多時是垂下來的，但這幾天她整天都豎起著頭，也比起往時有更多的反應。我想已往溫老太的能量甚低的時候，身體會弱得連一些平常人很容易做到的事情也不能處理，我也很欣慰，旁人也能留意到溫老太太身體的進步，她現在的能量與體力都增強了。溫老太比起數天前我開始探望她時看起來清醒得多了，他的右手掌也鬆弛了，只有中指是比較難把它伸展開來而已。當我發氣治療她時，她也像能感受到我的能量似的。他兒子告訴我，至少溫老太的反應看來很正面，現在亦很樂意與他人溝通。他媽媽其實已經嘗試過不少的治療法，若不是溫老太不接受那種治療，就是溫老太不能承受那種治療。在接受針灸治療時，她流血不止；在接受點穴治療時，她痛得不斷抵抗及掙扎。她現在至少很接受我的治療，我想溫老太是感受到能有痊癒或轉好的希望。
5th Healing (02/08/2006)
Mrs. Wun always looked quite expressionless. It could be the case that she was just not in the mood. She however sometimes moved her movable left hand fast and agile to try to express something to me. Her right side of the body was totally paralyzed. She shouldn't able to feel much. But as I was massaging and stimulating her right foot, she was having a quite strong reaction. I knew she felt the pain. It was a good sign that she was resuming more sense with her right leg. In other words, the energy condition of her right leg was improving.
Though I felt a bit tired with continuously doing the energy transmission for consecutive 3 days, I still tried my best to send her my energy.
I met the lady who was taking care of her often. She also agreed that Mrs. Wun was having stronger strength these few days. Her head could always maintain upright and it used to be dropping down all the time. The lady said it made easier for her to feed her during meals. I also showed the nurse Mrs. Wun's the fingers of her right palm became loose, soft and relax. Before, the fingers of her right palm were used to tensely curve together.
I hope and believe the condition of Mrs. Wun will improve as time goes by. However, I really have to take a day off tomorrow.
常常看到溫老太是木無表情的，我想她是沒心情吧。但有時則會揮動着那能活動的左手，快速及靈活地表達着一些意思。她右邊身子癱瘓了，那邊的身體理應不太能感覺到什麼，但在我按摩及推拿她的右腳掌時，她像很有反應似的，我相信她是感覺到痛楚，這是一個很好的跡象，她那裏應該在回復着感覺，也可以說是氣血變得暢通了一點。雖然因為連續三天的放氣治療，使我感到有點累，但我還是很努力地發放能量與溫老太。我後來跟照顧溫老太的姑娘交談過，她也認同溫老太身體在這數天裏強壯起來，她的頭現在是整天豎直的，已往她整天垂着頭，那姑娘說照顧溫老太的飲食也容易多了。我向她展視溫老太那曾經整天手指都扭曲在一起，但現已經變得較軟，較鬆的右手掌。
我希望亦相信溫老太的情況會隨着時間改善，但我明天真的要休息了。
4th Aug 2006 (6th Healing)
Mrs Wun was still in a good condition when I saw her today. As usual she could recognize me and greeted me with her left hand. I grasped her hand and started a conversation for a while.
I noticed she had used her left hand to try to wipe any saliva dripping from her mouth. She was actually not dripping any. It showed that her mind was very conscious of a lot of things, even tiny thing like that. Obviously she also cared about her appearance as well. It was then a tragedy that a person with clear mind could not express herself and could not do something she wanted to do with her limbs.
I did massage and energy transmission more thoroughly. I really wanted a faster recovery for her.
I also tried to transmit energy on the bruise of her right palm besides the areas I usual did.
溫老太的狀況看來還是很不錯，她像以往一樣，看見了我，便伸出她的左手來迎接我，我握着她的手，跟她說了一會話。我看見溫老太用左手像擦口唇邊的口水似的，但其實那裏並沒有口水。這使我更明白她的意識是很清晰的，我亦留意到她是很在意她的外觀，這是頗悲哀的，當一個人的意識是清晰的，卻不能表達自己，也不能用她的肢體去做一些她想做的事。
我把推拿及發氣治療作得更仔細一點，因為我真的希望溫老太能康復得更快。
除了那些我通常發氣至的地方外，我亦發氣至她左掌瘀了的地方。
5th Aug 2006 (7th Healing)
Today I was meeting Nichol, Mr. Wun’s son at the old people’s home to show him the usual way I was healing Mrs. Wun. I was also trying to explain the way I understand the condition of Mrs. Wun and the change or improvement that I noticed since I started my work on his mom. Nichol also noticed that his mom actually had some feeling on her right hand and leg. When I press some points over there, she showed some annoying facial expression. Mr. Wun also agreed on this point and was delighted with the improvement of her mom’s condition. Mrs. Wun had regained some strength. She used to drop her head very often as she felt tired very easily. Now everyone including her son, the nurses and other old people there all noticed that Mrs. Wun had her head upright all the time and responded much stronger to others.
今天約了溫老太的兒子Nichol一起去老人院，讓他看看及了解我的治療。我跟溫先生Nichol解釋溫老太的狀況及我對她病情的看法，當我按着溫老大手腳上一些穴位時，她明顯地有着反應，她在感覺到酸痛，面上亦流露了，Nichol亦留意到，並對溫老太的進步感到欣慰。溫老太的力氣也回復了不少，她以往總是累得整天垂着頭，現在她的兒子，護士及那裏的老人都注意到溫老太整天抬起着頭，及對事物的反應也強烈了。
當我治療病人時，我只是想著怎樣使病人康復及如何使病人加快康復。
但有時溝通不足及不完善，又或不能建立互相信任，使治療不能繼續，這些都是我不能使病者最後得以康復的主要原因。
很多病者或其家人，沒有足夠耐性，又或只想看到快速的效果。雖然我相信能量能治療任何病痛，但還是需要一定時間的，特別是那些患了重病的，都是血氣嚴重閉塞了相當的一段長時間，在短時間內的能量治療裏，雖然可能只改善了一點點，那也是朝着康復的路途邁進了一步。
As I started to work healing on anyone, my only wish would be make the recovery come true and as soon as possible.
Still sometimes we could not be building the communication good enough or we could not trust one another strong enough to make the healing journey continue. These were the main reasons that I could not make the case successful.
A lot of patients and also their families may not be patient enough. They only want to see a fast result.
Although I believe energy can do everything and healing any disease, still it takes time. Especially when a serious illness occurs, it means a huge blockage being accumulated for long time. Just a short period of time of energy healing, the improvement could be a little but still moving a small step towards the recovery.
7th Aug 2006 (8th Healing)
Mrs. Wun just woke up from a nap in the afternoon when I arrived at the old people’s home. She grasped my hand and tried to telling me plenty of things. I did not understand but the way she was trying to express herself was absolutely full of energy. Her mind was very active and most probably working quite well. These were actually good signs of an improvement of her condition. At least she had plenty of energy to do all these things.
I found Mrs Wun was holding some negative emotion within her. She sometimes would talk to me with depression or sadness. These negative emotions would keep harming her health. On the other hand I however noticed her strong will to recover. I felt myself tuning the energy quite well this time and Mrs. Wun was still reacting positively during the energy transmission.
I actually felt confident on her recovery too. She was showing a stable and improving condition even just for few times of healing.
I did not feel that tired as usual after the energy transmission. I even felt very light and slightly energized.
It seemed that I was reaching a higher energy level. I was very delighted and slept very well at night.
溫老太剛從午睡醒來，她看見了我的到來，便抓着我的手，像要告訴我很多東西似的說着一連串的話，我雖聽不懂但那是絕對充滿能量的表現。她那時思想很活躍，亦很可能在極正常地活動著。那是很好的徵象，表示她的身體在改善中，至少她有足夠的能量去處理這些事情。
我感到溫老太內心有着一些負面的情緒，她有時會拉着我像訴說什麼悲傷的事情似的，這些負面的情緒是會傷害着她身體，但我也看到她堅強地想康復的另一面。這次我也把能量調運得不錯，溫老太反應也良好。我對她的康復是蠻有信心的，在短短數次治療後，她已經頗穩定及有一點進步了。
發氣治療後，我也不像往常般累，我甚至感到一點鬆，及能量在體內運轉似的，我想我可能境界提昇了，雖喜悅，卻睡得更好。
8th Aug 2006 (9th Healing)
I could see Mrs. Wun could recognize me when I was approaching to her. Although from her eyes or facial expression, I could not catch her emotion, she still showed me her movable left hand to welcome me. During the healing, I often kept talking to Mrs. Wun to stimulate her speaking ability. As usual, I was messaging her body first. I found her right unmovable foot was reacting every time when I was pulling her toes. It was clearly a muscle reaction or respond. Her toes were moving. They were lifting up a little bit. I was very much happy that this sign of improvement showed quite early. Although it could be just a little step, it told people who concerned Mrs Wun that we are taking a right path to heal her.
I managed quite well again on the energy transmission and did not feel very tired as well.
I told Nichol about the latest improving respond of Mrs. Wun, he was also very happy and excited about it. He asked me to continue the way I was healing to Mrs. Wun.
我看見溫老太像認得我似的，雖然從她的眼神及表情，我看不出她的情緒，但在我行近她時，她還是伸出她的那能動的左手來歡迎我。在治療過程中，我常常跟溫老太不斷說話，去刺激她的說話能力。如往常一樣，我替溫老太先推拿身體，發現每次我在拉她的腳指時，有很明顯的肌肉的反應，她的腳指動了，輕輕地往上提起一點。我很高興，這麼快便看見了這個顯示身體正在改善的跡象，雖然祇是一少進步，但這告訴所有關心溫老太情況的，這是一條治療她的正確方向。
我發這次發氣治療得也頗不錯，完成後也沒有太累。
我告訴Nichol溫老太最新良好的反應，他也很高興及興奮，還叫我繼續我治療溫老太的方法。
10th Aug 2006 (10th Healing)
Today when I arrived at the old people’s home, Mrs. Wun was at the table where she usually had meals together with other old people. I was asking her if she were going to had something to eat and if I should wait for a while. She pushed herself away from the table to let me know she was ready for the healing. It was very obvious that she understood what I was saying very clearly. And her action also showed that her mind was acting quite well. While I was messaging her body, I noticed the condition of the flesh on her hands was improving. The bruise of her right palm was also fading away very fast. And the reaction of her muscle on her right foot was also stronger than the day before while I was pulling her toes. I was asking Mrs. Wun if she was having stronger feelings with her right hand and leg, she was firmly expressing yes to me with a strong nod. I was very happy about such a fast and big improvement of Mrs. Wun’s condition.
As I had mentioned to her son, blockages within Mrs. See were very hard to be dissolved in the beginning even though I transmitted as much energy as possible to do the healing since the blockages were there for couples of years. However, once the blockages were starting to be dissolved, it might be being clear up in a very fast rate. It’s just like some rocks blocking a weak river. A sudden strong water flow might still not able to move the rocks away in the beginning. Once the rocks are started to shake because of the consistent strong stream of water, all in a sudden the rocks would be moving away one by one quickly. At last the river will be all clear up in a very short time. I had this feeling that Mrs. Wun’s condition will improve very quickly from this state. Actually I also found I was tuning my energy smoother and stronger recently for Mrs. Wun. As almost the end of my energy transmission, it was nearly the dinner time for Mrs. Wun. People there were busy preparing the dinner for the old people. Mrs Wun suddenly held my hand and letting me know it was sharp dinner time at 4:30pm and I should stop. It was funny to me and she showed a clear thinking again and took the action to do so. I talked to Mr. Wun about the improving condition of Mrs. Wun after I left. He was also happy and excited. He also asked me if there was someone saying anything negative to me. What he meant was someone there in the old people’s home advised him not to continue my healing to Mrs. Wun. I was glad that Mr. Wun and I could achieve such a trust in each other. He told me he would try to meet me in the old people’s home tomorrow. I also wanted to discuss more about his mom with him.
我到達老人院時，溫老太正坐在平常跟其他老人家們一起吃東西的桌子傍，我問她是否要吃東西，及我應否等一會，她用手把自己跟桌子推開一點，以示她已經預備好了，很明顯地，溫老太是十分明白我的說話的，她那舉動亦顯示她的思想也是頗清晰的。我替溫老太推拿時，發覺她雙手的肌肉的狀況正在改善中，她右手掌上的瘀血也在急促地退減。而當我拉她右腳的腳指時，她的右腳肌肉的反應也比上次治療時強烈。我問溫老太的右手及腳，是否感覺強烈了，她很大力的點頭，我也很欣慰溫老太有這麼快及大的進步。
就如我跟溫老太的兒子Nichol說的一樣，溫老太身體裏的閉塞，己塞了數年，在最初的階段，就算我很盡力發氣與她，也並不會容易地除去。但一旦閉塞開始被沖脫，很有可能便很快地消散。就像一條被石頭充塞着的弱河，一陣強大的水流也沒能把石頭陣搖動一點，但持續的沖擊一旦開始把
石頭動搖，可能便一下子一塊塊的沖走了。我有這樣的感覺，溫老太的身體可能會很快地進步，事實上，我亦感到我近來發氣給溫老太得越來越順及強。接近完成發氣治療時，已經差不多是老人院的吃飯時間，那裏的人正忙着造飯，溫老太突然捉着我的手來告訴我，是四時半吃飯的時侯了，我應該停止了，很有趣的是，溫老太再次顯露她清晰的思考，並以行動顯示出來。我離去後便告知Nichol溫老太的最新狀況，他也很興奮及喜悅，他還問我是否有人在老人院對我說一些負面說話，他的意思是老人院裏有人建議他不應再讓溫老太繼續我的氣功治療。我很高興與Nichol能建立這樣的互相信任，他告訴我會盡力明天到老人院與我見面，我亦希望能與他更詳細談論溫老太的情況。
11th Aug 2006 (11th Healing)
During Massaging Mrs. Wun today in the old people’s home, I asked her to push me with her left hand. I was surprised by the strength that her left hand could hold firm and straight with. She was definitely improving steadily. Her energy was getting stronger. The bruise on her disable right palm almost all disappeared. Her right leg was reacting more obviously. Not like before, this time not only when I was pulling her toes of her right foot, but also when I was stimulating the upper part of her right foot, her toes would be moving up and down. The upper area of the foot should be less sensitive than toes. That indicated her right leg was regaining more sense. Her son, Nichol arrived at the old people’s home later and also amazed by the latest improving condition
今天在替溫老太推拿時，我叫她嘗試用她的左手用力推我，我真的有點驚訝她把手伸直後的力量，她是肯定的在穩定地進步中，她的能量也在增長着，她那癱瘓了右手上的瘀青也差不多全退卻了，她右腳的反應也強烈了一點。不像前數天，這次不單止當我拉她右腳指時，她那右腳指會上下移動，就是在她右腳面上按撫，右腳指也會有很強反應。腳指應該比腳面的感覺強得多，因此這顯示她現在右腳的感覺應該回復了更多。溫老太的兒子Nichol來到老人院後，也很雀躍於溫老太的進步。可能是溫老太右邊身子回復了多一點感覺，我在按她右手與腳時，她像感受到更多的痛楚，有一點想推開我似的，當我看見她浮現出那痛楚的面部表情，我會告訴她忍耐多一會，我是不會真的弄傷及弄痛她的，她也點頭讓我繼續。這次的發氣治療也很暢順，我知道溫老太的身體會持續地改善。
13th Aug 2006 (12th Healing)
Mrs. Wun did not have a pair of sparkling eyes. In fact I could hardly see where she actually focused on while she was staring in a direction. However, every time when I arrived and approached her, she seemed able to recognize me fast and easily. She would turn her head towards me and welcome me with her able left hand as well. She still looked fine today. The right side of her body seemed regaining more and more sense and reacting better. Before both her right hand and leg were like kind of dead things. Now they were becoming more alive. When I tried to rotate her right arm along her shoulder, not like before that it was very hard and I had to push hard to do so, this time it was much easy and loose. I also tuned my energy transmission quite smooth and strong as well. I knew it certainly would help improving Mrs. Wun condition faster.
溫老太的眼神並不是靈動的那一種，相反有時我也不太肯定她在望向一個方向時，她其實是在看着誰或那樣事物。但每每在我到達及行近她時，她總能很快及輕易便發現我，她會轉動上身及頭部，並用那能動的左手歡迎我。溫老太今天看來不錯，她右邊身體似又回復了更多的知覺，反應也越來越好，已往她右腳和手有點像沒有生命般，現在卻似回復了生機。當我替溫老太轉動右手來活動
她的肩膀的關節時，不久之前，那裏還是很硬，我要出一點氣力，才可完成；但那關節已變得鬆了，我很輕易便北可轉動她的右手。我這次發氣治療，感到我所引導的氣或能量也很強和暢順，我知這一定會使溫老太能改善得更快。
14th Aug 2006 (13th Healing)
Mrs Wun was very sleepy the whole time I was seeing her in the old people’s home. From far I could see that she was dropping her head in the wheel chair while I was entering the old people’s home. She was most likely falling into sleep. I brought her to the entrance area and that woke her up. She seemed too sleepy to respond me well while I was chatting with her. Her body condition was still fine. While I was holding and messaging her right disable hand, I felt that it was now very light and lose like a normal able hand. She also showed in her facial expression that she could feel quite strongly with her right palm. I believed her right hand was getting better and better. I was thinking maybe she had not got used to use her right hand for 5 years. Even though she got some sense back, she might still not get used to or forget how to move her right hand. It was a similar situation about her right leg. There was sure even more sensation on her right leg. Every time while I was massaging and stimulating her right foot, her right leg would move to react. I was sure the energy I was giving her almost everyday was doing the work to break the blockages in her brain. Her situation was improving steadily. Just a matter of time, she would be able to move all her limbs of her body. After I was transmitting energy to her for a while, she seemed to be more awake. I however felt sleepy after I finished the healing and left the old people’s home. I should have exchange the energy with Mrs. Wun.
今天我在替溫老太治療時，她整天都帶着睡意似的。當我到達老人院時，遠遠已看到溫老太在輪椅上垂着頭，看似睡著。我推溫老太到門口傍，這亦弄醒了她，我跟她說話，她卻像睡意正濃，沒有多大的反應。溫老太的身體仍然在良好的狀態中，我在替溫老太活動她那癱瘓了的右手時，發覺那手事實上現在已很鬆亦軟，我感覺上，那更多的像一隻正常的手，她的面部表情亦告訴我，她的感覺亦回復得更多了，我相信她的右手正在改善中。我有這樣的想法，可能溫老太己經有五年沒有使用她的右手，就是回復了點感覺，也己經不懂或已忘記怎樣使自己的右手活動了。我想她的右腳也是差不多的情況，感覺理應比手還回復得更強烈，每次我替溫老太推拿和刺激到她的右腳掌，她那裏也會反應及動起來，我肯定我那差不多每天放給溫老太的內氣，都在沖開她腦後的血絡閉塞，她也在不斷地改善中，這應該只不過是時間上的問題，溫老太的四肢便會都能活動。發氣治療不久，溫老太便像醒了似的，但我完成治療，離開老人院後，卻感到頗有睡意，相信是能量互相交換了。
15th Aug 06 (14th Healing)
Mrs. Wun did not look sleepy today. In fact she looked quite energetic. She was responding quite strong and well. Her right leg was obviously responding better and better. There were some muscles responding fast and strongly while I was massaging her toes and foot there. I was glad of her right leg's improvement. Her right hand was actually much soft and loose than before. When I was lifting up her right hand, I felt it as light as a normal hand. When people cannot control their body part, it will become very heavy. You will notice that when you want to help to move it.
I was expecting some reaction at least from her right hand. I only could see that sometimes her hand or fingers were shaking when I was holding her fingers and lifting up her palm. If she her right hand was totally paralyzed, it should not happen. Hopefully she would have faster improvement on her mouth and right hand as much as her right leg. I would try my very best to transmit as much energy as possible to help her.
17th Aug 2006 (15th Healing)
I talked to Mrs. Wun and she responded quite well today. That was her consciousness I cared about. When people’s energy is good, they respond fast and smartly. That was her situation today. Her energy was quite good today. I could feel we were having very good communication. I also felt she trusted me.
I tried to test her right side of the body today. Both her right hand and leg were getting much sense back. When I was holding her right hand and rotating them to act as an exercise to Mrs. Wun, it was quite like a normal hand to me. It was light and loose. Her right leg was having a better and better and more obvious reaction while I was massaging her right foot. I was thinking she might actually able to move her right hand and leg. Just because she has been paralyzed on her right side of the body for 5 years, she still did not know how to move them. I slight rubbed her right toes and asked her to move her toes. She really could do that of me. However, she was not a patient person. Her attention could last for long to do that. Still it was an absolute sign about her recovering sense and capability on her right leg and foot, even just partially. For her right hand and also the mouth, I am still looking forwards to seeing more obvious improvement in the coming future.
After the healing, I was talking to her son. He said her mom was crying in the morning for 2 days. He was worrying if she recovered the sense, she might recover the pain on her right pelvis area as well. That might be the reason of her crying. I told Mr. Wun that I did not see Mrs. Wun crying at all these few days. My opinion was if we wanted to heal Mrs. Wun, we have to heal her completely including the pelvis area. Anyway, energy would try to heal all areas. We need to look into it and talked about it with Mr. Wun when I meet him, hopefully on Saturday.
18th Aug 06 (16th Healing0
Mrs. Wun reacted very strongly when I messaging her. I knew she must be feeling painful. We have this concept about acupuncture points that people feel painful as pressing on some points, there must be blockages there. It also means the energy or Qi is not running smoothly along the channels. It is a negative sign of the health condition. I keep practicing almost everyday, I will still have this situation once a while. It is common for everyone that some of the channels will be blocked sometimes. It happened to Mrs. Wun today. Still she could push me with her capable hand strongly. That indicated that her energy condition was not bad at all. I still felt the same that her right disabled hand and leg were improving steadily. However she might have lost the memory about how to control them. She could be also too old to try making effort to move those limbs again.
There were 2 things happened during the healing I would like to mention.
I was trying encouraging Mrs. Wun to speak. I was asking her if she like to play mahjong with me. She did not speak but showed me two fingers with a laughing smile. I understood she was saying that only two of us could not play mahjong. I laughed as well.
I was always still doing my energy transmission to her around 4pm to 4:30pm. She would have her dinner at 4:30pm everyday. She always could not wait to have the dinner around the time. I told her I was not finished yet and I got to give her more energy to let her improve her condition faster around 4:20pm today. Then when it was 4:30pm, she grasped my hand to stop me. Her mind was absolutely clear actually, at least around dinner time.
19th Aug 2006 (17th Healing)
Nichol, Mrs. Wun’s son, was in the old people’s home when I arrived there. It was about once a week we tried to meet to talk about the condition of Mrs. Wun. We both were agreed that Mrs. Wun was improving steadily. She could move her toes up and down if she wanted to do that. However she was an old lady and sometimes she would ignore others. She would not listen to you every time you asked her to move her toes. I hoped she could train herself more often. That would make her recovery process faster. But I doubted she would do it herself.
I actually tried not to eat before the energy transmission. I thought it might make my energy more clear and I could transmit better energy to Mrs. Wun. I really felt it worked well. Mrs. Wun also reacted quite well with my energy.
I left with Nichol and we had a chat. I guessed he understood my healing more and I also understood him more. I hoped we could build up a better trust to each other. Then we could work together to bring true recovery to Mrs. Wun.
20th Aug 2006 (18th Healing)
Mrs. Wun looked very smart today. I was sure that her energy is in good condition. I guessed the energy transmission I gave her on Saturday was a high quality one. Even though I did not do anything to her yesterday, she still maintain in high energy. On Saturday I tried the energy transmission with an empty stomach, I could tune the energy much easier and the quality of energy was good as well. Today before I came to the old people’s home, I ate not so much even though I felt hungry. I tried to keep up a good standard of energy for Mrs. Wun.
She still responded quite well today and she did the same thing by grasping my hand to tell me to stop at 4:30pm, her dinner time.
Although there was no obvious improvement on Mrs. Wun’s health condition recently after she could move her toes, I was sure she was moving steadily towards recovery. I could see the left side of her mouth did not look like as paralytic as before. Sometimes it looked very normal.
22nd Aug 06 (19th healing)
Mrs. Wun still good today. She could push me strongly that indicate her energy was in good condition. There was a slight improvement on her right leg. When I stimulate her toes or some area around her right foot, her whole foot would react strongly. It used to mainly the toes would be kind of pulling up. I told her son later that I thought it would be her right leg improving faster among others like her right hand and mouth. As I rotate her right hand, I found sometimes hard and sometimes very soft. It was Me. Wun sometimes pulled those muscles and sometimes not. It meant she would connect to those muscles on her right hand but obviously she could not control them. She was sometimes talking to me. Although I still could not understand what she was saying, at least the tone seemed not be only 'Wa Wa' and show was willing to talk to me sometimes. However she was always moving her body forwards and backwards, it made me very difficult to concentrate to tune my energy. I found much tired after the energy transmission. Luckily I got a chance to pass by a park. I felt energy was good there and energy was automatically recharging me. I took a short rest there before my class in the evening and I felt much better.
24th Aug 2006 (20th Healing)
Mrs. Wun was really in good condition. The way she pushed me with her left hand showed that she was full of energy. I was glad that she was vigorous all the time since I started healing to her. That could determine that Mrs. Wun was starting to be very stable. I was quite sure she would be improving steadily. As a matter of time, she would be able to speak and move her right hand and leg more and more properly.
I also tried talking to her very often to encourage her to speak. She did speak for a while. To some emotional topic, she seemed want to cry. I grasped her hand and calmed her down of course. Again once I started opening up her curved and tight fingers, they started to be soft. She could move her toes but she did not want to do it often. Anyway, I believed with continuous energy healing, these will not be problems at all.
After the healing, I told her son about his mom’s improving and stable condition. I also talked to him that I from now on we could slower the healing process a little bit. I would skip tomorrow and come again day after tomorrow to do the healing and meet Mr. Wun as well.
26th Aug 2006 (21st Healing)
Mr. Wun was there when I arrived in the old people’s home. Mr. Wun also noticed his mom was in good condition and obviously improving. To me, Mrs. Wun sometimes was just like a kid. If she was kind of having good mood, she would follow what you tell her to do. If she was not in the mood or her attention was drawn towards other thing, she would give you no respond. To ask her to move her right toes that she actually could do so, she mostly would not listen and do nothing. Only I tried stimulating her right foot, she might lift up a little bit of her toes. I actually had saw her right foot reacting very strongly as I put her right foot on my lap and massaging it. That indicated that she should have resumed some of her right foot’s ability already. Maybe being paralyzed on her right side of the body for 5 years was so long that she almost forgot all about what the feeling was to move her right foot. Her right hand was a bit stiff as there was no body helping her to do enough movement for these few days. Once I finished messaging and moving her right hand, it started to be soft. Her fingers could also more easily to be open although there was still some tension especially on her middle finger.
Considering it is less than a month since I started healing to Mrs. Wun, the improvement of her body condition is tremendous. It is only a matter of time, she would be able to speak and move her right side of the body.
28th Aug 2006 (22nd Healing)
Mrs. Wun did not aware I have arrived at the old people’s home today. When I touched her shoulder, she turned her head very fast to look at me. It was a very agile reaction. It was a good sign of her stable health condition. She still could push me strongly with her left hand. I noticed her right foot reacting very forcefully while I messaging it. She was like pulling up the whole right leg. It seemed all the muscles on her right leg were functioning properly.
At least this was the part she improved the condition most among other paralyzed areas.
I suddenly realized that I might care about the result of the healing more than Mr. Wun. To me, it will prove that the energy could really work on all these sickness. However, sometimes people are not patient enough to wait for the result. They might think my healing not working and stop asking me to do it.
Luckily in this case Mr. Wun was quite patient and even more patient than me. He understood that his mother had the stroke for 5 years and should not have great improvement very soon. I thought he was a bit surprised by the latest condition of Mrs. Wun already. Both her son and I quite agreed with that Mrs. Wun was in a stable state. We would take it more easily to help Mrs. Wun.
31st Aug 2006 (23rd Healing) It was
the first time I had skipped 2 days to have the next visit to Mrs. Wun. Maybe it was only my preconception; her energy was a bit stiff. Maybe she had gained some weight or other reason, even her face looked a bit swollen especially the area under her eyes. Besides that, she looked quite alright. Her left hand still could push me strongly. Her right leg still could react very well once I massaging her right foot. As I tried to stimulate Mrs. Wun to speak, she was also trying to speak a lot to me. I noticed her mouth seemed able to move into more shape than before. I guessed just as a matter of time, she would able to speak more words.
I tried transmitting energy as longer as possible to her. However as the time was nearly half past four, she was very uneasy. She was very hungry and wanted to eat. I had to stop and pushed her back to her table for dinner.
I told her son that Mrs. Wun was putting on weight, He had actually already watched out for her diet with the old people’s home. I had spent some time on this topic.
Mr. Wun watched my blog that describing his mom’s case on the first few days. He understood that I just tried to write what I saw and what I felt. He also asked me to carry on what I did to Mrs. Wun. We both were looking forwards to Mrs Wun’s recovery although we knew it would not be too soon.
2nd Sep 2006 (24th Healing)
Mrs. Wun still looked alright, although I was coming less often than before. I admitted that she was not as energetically-looked as the time when I was coming 5 days a week. She still had strength on her left hand. I really thought so that she was improving steadily. Today her right foot responded with the whole foot lifting up slightly while I was stimulating her foot. She was just lying her foot naturally on the leg shelf of the wheelchair. Before she was mainly move her toes. So far I never felt that she got pain from her pelvis area that she hurt before the stroke. Her son was a little bit worried that if she restored her sense, the pain on her pelvis area would also resume as before her stroke. I believe my energy will heal all her problems as that is what energy is trying to do --- break all the blockages blocking its way within the body. As long as energy is inputting the body continuously, health condition will be improving.
I thought the most difficult part of the healing process on Mrs. Wun had already finished. I had tried healing intensively on the first 3 weeks. Now the condition of Mrs. Win is very stable and will be improving steadily too.
5th Sep 06 (25th Healing)
Mrs. Wun still had the strength on her left hand. It showed her energy was still good.
For people who just watched or talked to Mrs. Wun might not realize her steadily and stable improvement from time to time. Even if people had tried touching or moving Mrs Wun but not intensively or not often enough, also might not realize that as well. I knew her families had talked about Mrs. Wun’s latest condition. They might thought there was not much improvement recently. Only person like me who had massaging and checking Mrs. Wun’s right disable side could really tell how she actually was.
Very often Mrs. Wun had bruises on both of her feet, sometimes on her palms as well. I had no idea how that would have happened. Today the bruise on the top of her right foot was big and a little bit swollen. Mrs. Wun had not recovered all the sense of her right leg yet but I was sure it should be very painful for her. I tried touching it slightly. Her foot was lifting up strongly already. It was a strong reaction and however also proved that the sense of her right leg was getting stronger and stronger and she was resuming more and more ability there as well.
I remembered I often tried to stimulate her left foot to check the condition there.
In the second week, only when I lifted up her right leg and put it on my lap, I could see some toes’ reaction to my stimulation.
Later on, even though her right foot was on the wheelchair, I stimulate her toes and her toes would slightly move up and down.
Not long time ago, her whole right foot was moving against stimulation.
Now I could see her whole right foot was lifting up from the wheelchair as I pressed not too hard on the bruise there.
It required you checked her condition patiently, attentively and very often to notice all these changes.
Even for her right hand and her mouth, there was little improvement but more difficult to notice. Her right hand was much looser and lighter comparing with the beginning. The words being uttered out from her mouth were still not understandable but not as single tone as “Wa Wa” anymore.
Sometimes winning such a battle requires lots of patience. As I believe energy will recover all but sometimes little by little.
I was trying to give her strong energy and I was doing quite well today.
7th Sep 2006 (26th Healing)
Mrs. Wun was having some skin problem on her right palm. Her son was told by the old people’s home on the phone yesterday. I actually always noticed a similar situation over there. Although her right palm was much loose, it was still contracted most of the time. The fingers there were curved and covering the skin of the inner palm. The sweat or water after bathing could be trapped and not easily be dry off. Her right palm was always smelly. It had to be caused by some bacteria. I would not feel strange that some situation like today would happen. However, I did not think it was serious. Most wounds like poxes were dying away.
Today Ms Wun, Mrs. Wun’s daughter, came to the old people’s home during the time I was transmitting energy to Mrs. Wun. Although I was healing Mrs. Wun for more than a month, I actually seldom had chances to talk to anyone of her families for long. I took the chance to explain to Ms. Wun the latest situation of her mom. I showed her the improving progress of Mrs. Wun. Besides her right hand getting more and more loose, her right leg was also reacting stronger and stronger.
We also talked about the skin problem of Mrs. Wun’s right palm and the bruises on her feet.
I told the same thing to Mr. Wun that they should not be worried too much at this state. We should observe the situation for a little longer. If we put the case to a Western Doctor, for sure she will be given medicine like anti-biotic. It would harm her body in a much longer term.
9th Sep 2006 (27th Healing)
Mrs. Wun was still having a little bit of the skin problem on her right hand and some bruises on the feet. Besides those, she was still in very good condition. Actually her right foot was responding very well as I tried stimulating it. The reaction looked almost exactly as a normal leg. Perhaps for 5 years, she had never moved her leg, it could take some time for her mind adjusting how to move her leg again. I really felt that she could speak a little bit better. However, she did not often try practicing her speaking.
It is true that patients have to do their own part to achieve a faster recovery. Most of the time I try my very best to help my patients but not in all cases I could see what I should see according to my effort.
I really feel and think Mrs. Wun is progressing and if time permits I am sure she could speak and move her right hand and leg with my continuous healing.
Her son, Nichol talked to me after today’s healing that his families could not have a unanimously agreement in letting me to continue the healing to their mom although Nichol felt strongly it should be continue, although they admitted Mrs. Wun’s improvement and although they were not finding a better alternative to help their mom yet.
I am sure my energy and my knowledge could help a lot of sick people. But it has to be done with at least most of the families and including the patient is willing to accept my way of healing. It does sometimes end in this kind of situation without accomplishing a happy ending.
I still told Nichol as long as he came and asked me again, I would be there to help her mom.
I guess Mrs. Wun can still remain in a stable condition for a while because I have been tuning very good energy to her for more than a month. It probably won’t last too long as she could only remain in the wheelchair most of the time. It will not help her energy and body but the opposite. I hope Mrs Wun families could find someone to continue healing her. I sincerely wish her live happily and healthily for the rest of her life.